I feel empty. I am trying to cope with the fact that I was nearly half way done with my pregnancy and now I don't have anything tangible to show for it. I know that I have a sweet angel baby waiting for me in Heaven, but my arms ache....I bought this willow tree statue called Angels Embrace. I put it on my shelf just below the pictures of my baby's in their blessing clothes. I don't ever want this little boy to be forgotten. I want him to know that he is always apart of this family and that he is always loved.
I am so thankful to have the gospel in my life. If I didn't know that there was so much more to life after this I don't know that I could go on. It's such a comfort to know that my angel is being taken care of by family members who have already crossed the veil.
Slowly I think I am healing. I still have days of tears. Poor Tyson.....he has been so good to me. There are days he comes home from a hard day at work and I just cry uncontrollably. He just takes me and holds me and lets me cry until I can't cry anymore. I am so thankful for such a wonderful husband. He has grieved with me and listened to me through all of this. I love him so much and if there is a silver lining in all of this its that Tyson and I have truly grown closer to each other. So Ty, Thank you.
I love you my angel baby and you are always in my heart.
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6 comments:
I can't imagine your heartbreak right now. I'm so sorry. You're in my prayers.
I have that willow tree also I love it. I am glad to hear that you are doing ok. All you can do is take it one day at a time. And I have to agree with you about Ty you couldnt have found a better husband. Love you guys.
Megan, I can't even begin to know what you are feeling right now. I am so sorry it had to happen to you two. I am hear to talk if you need some listening ears. Take care of yourself and with time you pain shall ease.
Time will soften the ache but I think we feel things so strongly so that we don't forget. One day at a time is all we can do and remember Heavenly father knows you he knew you would be strong enough to go through such a trial just remember he can help you carry the burden you don't need to do it alone. It is a blessing that it can bring you closer as a couple.
Hang in there Megan! You are in our prayers. I know the Lord will carry you thru this tough time in your life.
Megan, those words are so touching! It makes me hurt for you and your family. I know over time that the pain will ease up. It is just going to take time. Like I said if there is anything that I can do to help you guys, just let me know! I will continue to keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers.
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